Last post

This should be my last post;;
The last month of my 10th grade seems to move so fast.
I can hardly believe that a whole year has already passed behind me.
Right now I'm thinking about my future.
Horrible.

Haaaaaaaa..........
You see, university was closer to me than I thought it was.
I was trying not to see it, but I guess I can't now.half a year till I go back to Korea.


Wish I would stop growing now.
Wish time would freeze.

I'm afraid now

Cool inventions

Well, since there's only two posts left till the end, I'll just write about whatever.
[funny inventions]
HA HA HA
1.Butter stick

This will be easy to handle the butter with, don't you think? ^▽^
The butter won't dirty your hand!

2.Weight-measuring chopping board

A perfect tool for cooks!
This way, I will be able to cook with out having to use the measuring cup!

3.Washing bicycle

Mothers, listen up!! here's a perfect way for you to exercise and do your house work!
(my mom just refused it ㄱ-)

4.Pocket lamp

You could put it in the wallet and it will just turn on when you hold the bulb up.
Easy,eh?

5.Book cover

The inventor's intention was 'for people who can't sleep'
I think that I would be good if you could choose what book you want to read and if it had many books covers.

6.Color Water Tap

It was created by HANSA and it changes the color according to the temperature of the water.
When it is red, it's hot, purple=mild water, and blue for clod water.
I would have to touch the cold water on a cold day if we had this tap. ㅠㅅㅜ

7.Writing toast

Cool.
It would be a great way to send messages to your family.
For example, if mom and dad fought each other last night, they could write there messages on each other's toasts!>▽<

8.Milk for Daddies

Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!>▽ㅠI haven't laughed in a while.
Now feeding the babies are not only the mother's duties!
Yay!

9.Weather Umbrella

This umbrella access to internet(wireless) and tells you today's weather(like if it's going to rain or not)by the light on the handle.
Oh, you SO need this in Sao paulo, it rains so abruptly...so annoying.

Favorite post

>> Personal(it's my diary, sort of)

Post title: My death

Dear Eliza Beatrice, or Via,

To be truthful, I'm not afraid of death.
I'm not afraid of what will happen in after life.

What I'm really afraid of is the process of waiting for it, and the pain that is almost required for dying.
The process of dying is almost always painful.
I give you some examples:
- Getting hit by a car
- Falling off from high buildings
- Diseases(such as cancer, aids, malaria, etc.)
- Homicide(Being shot by a gun, for example, is quite common around the world)
- Capital punishment
- Suicide(there are many ways of this- but I think an overdose is the cleanest way)
- Heart attack
- Dying during sleeping

....and many more.
Actually, seeing all these causes of death,I'm surprised that I'm alive till now.

Out of all these events that could lead to dying, most of the ways are hurting to your body.
(except, of course dying due to an overdose and dying during sleeping)

I think there are also many types of dying, too.
One could die internally, if they have a big loss or whatever.
It is a bit scary how a person suddenly could lack something in an instant.

For example, if a person lost his or her family in an accident, and just suddenly lost everything, I could bet that the person died some how inside himself.
Although he will live on, at least his body, he will not be able to have the things or feeling that he had exactly in the past.
I think the feeling of hollowness inside your mind, the feeling that you're always sort of missing something is an evidence of a partial death within yourself.

I have died already.
I won't tell you why, because it's private.
But mainly, I lost my creations, which I like to refer as my "children".
I'm expecting my death once again today.
Again, as I have said before, waiting for death to come, when you are so sure that it will come, is most frightening.

I have made a fret in school today about me dying.
It was idiotic, but yes.
As I counted the time that was "left for me to live", I felt more and more miserable.
It was as if I really was going to die, physically.
Again, it was all stupid, but still, I was serious.
And then I remembered all the things I wanted to do before I was dying.

Of course, I REALLY wasn't going to DIE, but still.

Wow. I noticed that I had ALOT to do before I actually passed away.

For one thing, my friend Susan's birthday party is tomorrow, and I wouldn't be able to go.(I still haven't told my parents, because my death has to do with them-I am afraid that they will get pissed at me even by mentioning it.)
I still haven't seen all the comics and novels I wanted to see, I have never been to Disneyland yet, I never traveled to Japan, and I never have lived on my own yet, with everything I want. I never got to have my own tablet, my own laptop, my own book shelf, I nevr got to go to the comic center in Seoul(!).

And so many more "I haven't done...", and "I want to do..."

I CAN'T DIE.

And I decided that I don't want to die.
But I think I will have to die-internally-anyways.
What a pity.
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Turns out

Dear Eliza, or Via,

You must be surprised at me, because I'm writing to you even though I said I would have died yesterday.
Ha ha.
Turns out that my parents weren't that unreasonable. Well, my dad, at least.

I had been expecting to get my Ipod confiscated, everything in my formal USB erased, a thorough check of my text books, notebooks and folders(not that I have anything in them, of course), not able to attend this week's orchestra, not able to go to Susan's birthday party, and things like this.

The actual result was only my Ipod being confiscated.
ONLY.

I can go to Susan's birthday party, go to orchestra, and so on, so I 'm quite happy now.
My sister also got her Ipod confiscated, so I think it's pretty fair.
I rarely listen to my Ipod anyways so it's a loss, but not a BIG, or HUGE loss that could kill me or anything.

I believe our family's going to go out and eat in a Jjajangmyeoun restaurant.
I show you a picture of it:


Looks delicious, doesn't it?
If you don't know this, your not a Korean.^-^
I already hungry thinking about it.
And maybe I'll get a hair cut.

I'm so glad that everything has turned out well.
Today's going to be a great day!^ㅁ^

My Death

Dear Eliza Beatrice, or Via,

To be truthful, I'm not afraid of death.
I'm not afraid of what will happen in after life.

What I'm really afraid of is the process of waiting for it, and the pain that is almost required for dying.
The process of dying is almost always painful.
I give you some examples:
- Getting hit by a car
- Falling off from high buildings
- Diseases(such as cancer, aids, malaria, etc.)
- Homicide(Being shot by a gun, for example, is quite common around the world)
- Capital punishment
- Suicide(there are many ways of this- but I think an overdose is the cleanest way)
- Heart attack
- Dying during sleeping

....and many more.
Actually, seeing all these causes of death,I'm surprised that I'm alive till now.

Out of all these events that could lead to dying, most of the ways are hurting to your body.
(except, of course dying due to an overdose and dying during sleeping)

I think there are also many types of dying, too.
One could die internally, if they have a big loss or whatever.
It is a bit scary how a person suddenly could lack something in an instant.

For example, if a person lost his or her family in an accident, and just suddenly lost everything, I could bet that the person died some how inside himself.
Although he will live on, at least his body, he will not be able to have the things or feeling that he had exactly in the past.
I think the feeling of hollowness inside your mind, the feeling that you're always sort of missing something is an evidence of a partial death within yourself.

I have died already.
I won't tell you why, because it's private.
But mainly, I lost my creations, which I like to refer as my "children".
I'm expecting my death once again today.
Again, as I have said before, waiting for death to come, when you are so sure that it will come, is most frightening.

I have made a fret in school today about me dying.
It was idiotic, but yes.
As I counted the time that was "left for me to live", I felt more and more miserable.
It was as if I really was going to die, physically.
Again, it was all stupid, but still, I was serious.
And then I remembered all the things I wanted to do before I was dying.

Of course, I REALLY wasn't going to DIE, but still.

Wow. I noticed that I had ALOT to do before I actually passed away.

For one thing, my friend Susan's birthday party is tomorrow, and I wouldn't be able to go.(I still haven't told my parents, because my death has to do with them-I am afraid that they will get pissed at me even by mentioning it.)
I still haven't seen all the comics and novels I wanted to see, I have never been to Disneyland yet, I never traveled to Japan, and I never have lived on my own yet, with everything I want. I never got to have my own tablet, my own laptop, my own book shelf, I nevr got to go to the comic center in Seoul(!).

And so many more "I haven't done...", and "I want to do..."

I CAN'T DIE.

And I decided that I don't want to die.
But I think I will have to die-internally-anyways.
What a pity.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.

Child of the Winter

These days, I'm in to a novel called "The Children of the Rune".
It's a Korean fantasy novel, separated in to two parts: 1st-Winterer, and the 2nd-Demonic.
The main character of the Winterer is called Boris Jineman, who is the bearer of Winterer of the Winterbottom Kit.
Winterer is a sword also called Winter Sword, that makes pair with an armor called Snow Guard. Because it has immense powers, it is stated that the sword lures in disaster to the bearer.
Boris's family was massacred all except Boris because of the Winter Bottom Kit, and Boris's older brother, Yevgnen died with the Snow guard, taking it away from the material world.
With all his family dead, Boris, who is only a 10 year old at the time, tries to stay alive with the sword, which is his brother's asset to him.
He is practically my favorite character from the whole novel, because he doesn't have alot of emotion expressed on his face.
Also, I think he has a bit of a brother complex.

Here's a picture of him with Winterer:


The second series, Deomic, is about a boy called Joshua Von Arnim, who is a Demonic(Demonic- devil's, devil-like, possesses dark charms, genius). In the family of the Armims, there has been Geniuses, called Demonic, appearing generation after generation. They were all very geniuses, but most of them died young or didn't have a very good end, so it became common to say "cursed demonics".

Joshua:


However, he is NOT my favorite character in Demonic. My favorite character in Demonic is actually Maximin Leafkune, who is the best friend of Joshua.
He plays the Violin, wears glasses, loves money(he is the first out of 7 children, and he raised his younger sisters and brothers all by himself in a very very poor family-no parents), loves to drink(...), and always takes care of Joshua, whom he calls an 'angelic'(opposite of Demonic, which means genius).

Maximin:


There are many other characters that I would've liked to introduce in this blog, but than, the information is so vast that nobody who hasn't read the novel would understand.

I'll give you pictures of them any ways:

Lanziee Rosenkranz- a boy who dreams for a republic(a very politician type of boy)


Lucian Kaltz- wealthy merchant's son(is a bit stupid-in my opinion but cute)


The main characters in the novel:

My beloved

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character, Hibari Kyoya!!!!!!!=▽=/

Waaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!>/////< I'm extremely happy!!!!!! Finally the day of presenting Hibari-san in my blog comes!!!!

Here's a picture:


Ilove youuuuuuuuu!!!!!>ㅁ<♡

Hibari-san is a character from a comic book called "Kateikyoshi Hitman Reborn!"(if you want to know more about this comic, you can go to Aki's blog on my links), which is about mafias and is a fiction. There are 7 'guardians'in a family, and Hibari-san is the Guardian of the Cloud in the Vongole Family.

He is a person with a twisted(but attractive) personality.
He doesn't like "herbivores", which is a title he puts on to a weak person, and considers himself a "carnivore". He likes strength and power(like me), and like to challenge or be challenged by other "carnivore".
He doesn't like people moving around together in a group more than 3, because he thinks it's a sign of weakness.
He has a habit of saying 'I'll bite you to death'(carnivore-_-;;), 'Wao', and 'Herbivore'.
Although I think he is a sort of a crazy(=_=) person, I still love him!!! He is my idol!! I wouldn't want to date him though, because he is not the type really care for a girl friend. He is purely my ideal mentor.

Pictures:






More pictures:


Ahh.. my eyes are being cleansed =//▽//=


I got all the information from my head. I mean, it IS my favorite character.