Avatar

Dear Via,

During the vacation, I watched the movie "Avatar".
It wasn't out of my will, actually.
My impression of the movie before I saw it was negative, because I did not like the way the Na'vi people looked.
It was my friend who half-dragged me to the movie theater and got the 3D ticket for the movie.
And then I saw it.
It was the best movie I saw out of my WHOLE life.
The only word I could say after the movie was "wow".
Later I read from a news that it became the most successful and profitable movie, also during the shortest time.
It deserves the title.
Here's the reason why I liked the movie:
1.The graphics were SD realistic.(SD* super duper)
2.It made ME want to go inside(?)an avatar myself.
-The idea of flying is so irresistible.
-The Na'vi tribe is powerful with strenght much more than human.
3.The story line was satisfying.
...something like that.
Any ways, the movie was fantastic!!

A Sudden Interest in Super Junior

Dear Via,

I think I really get affected by my friends easily.
Recently, Hye Bin and Mari have been going on about Super Junior almost everytime they see each other.

And I got sort-of-affected

I'm NOT really in to it like my two friends are,(I have my interest in some other place)but I do think this section of entertainment is interesting.

By the way, my favorite member in this Boy-singing-group is Sung-min, who looks like this,





Ahhh!!!So cute!!!>//<
Handsome!!!

Hye bin's favorite is Hee-chul who looks like...



Well...I think the word 'pretty' fits here more than 'handsome' -_-;;;

Now, Mari's favorite is Han-kyoung, who is a chinese,



Cute and cool, I belive.


Ah...refreshment in my eyes...lovely

Should I be happy or sad?

Dear Via,

The end of the term is almost over.
Also, the final exam is is coming close.
I even already took one.
Also, vacation is coming close.
I should be happy.

Actually, this shouldn't be a problem to worry about.
I read Taylor's post earlier and found out that I wasn't the only person who was freaked out by the approaching f***ing exams.
Actually, I don't like vacations either. A 2-3 weeks holiday won't be too bad, but more than that is stressing.=_=;;

Useless Questions

Here they are:

1. I have felt the flow of time when I saw a coin that was made in the same year as I was born.

-Nope.But I have thought that this is fate...

2. I have poured grape juice in wine glass and drank it just to creat a mood for myself.

-..Well, I have drank wine in a wine glass,yes

3. I was always jealous of older sister/brother who got more allowence.

-I was the "older sister"

4. I thought my zodiac year changed as I got older.

-Stupid

5.When I was young, I have seriously thought if I like my dad more, or my mom more.

-Nobody asked me

6.I have stood infront of the fan and made weird noises.

-Sure, that's the basic

7.I have held breath till the tunnel ended or made continous "Ah-" noise.

-A very unproductive thing to do, but I have tried

8. I was mistaken as the other gender.

-No, I haven't been that lucky yet

9.I have made towers out of books or coins.

-I used legos..

10.I have lined up few pillows and named them 'bed'.

-Hmmm...I have put a bunch of pillows, threw a sheet on and named it 'my house'

11.I have played spiderman by plastering the room with tape.

-Wow.

12.I have dated with a opposite sex for more than 100 days.

-Why would I?

13.I have killed bugs by taking off their body parts.

-...I'm sorry bugs

14.I get surprised by little sound when I'm doing something that I'm not supposed to do.

-Like, that's normal

15.A thing that I just bought have been broken.

-Yeah, a lot. I broke them ACCIDENTLY

16.I have sticked stickers on my things.

-Yeah, only I lost them right after

17.I have fought with a friend fisically.

-...no comment

18.I have recieved 10 dollars out of no where.

-In my dreams

19.I have gotten the question I guessed right in an exam.

-Actually, I did ^^

20.I have enthusiastically read children's book after I was in highschool.

-///

21.I have broken glasses or lenses.

-Sure, several times, ACCIDENTLY

22.I have tried writng with a different hand and laughed pointlessly.

-I have, but I was quite serious at the time

23.I have made weird sound effects and played an imagenary stuff.

-Yess, especialy animals(seal)

24.I have stored my candy jewel after I ate the candy.

-No, because I always broke them, ACCIDENTLY

25.I have been thriled when I got the questions that were given in a television quiz show.

-Never watched them

26.I have studied for the finals only a week before.

-Normal life

27.I have read 30 comic books at once.

-Like, that's a madatory stuff to do

28. First food I ever made was a Labstar.

-First 'food' I ever made was watermelon sliced and dipped in water

29.I have had homeworks that was LOST before I saved it.

-...sad

30.I have played with money, making strange shapes.

-Why would you play with money?

31.I have seriously discussed which side of the coin is the front.

-For me, it depended on the mood I was in

32.I have memorized more than 100 words at once.

-Is that even human?

My My

Dear Via,

Wow.
I've just read the news and it's just,
Woah.

3 million 9 hundred people died APPROXIMATELY in U.S. till now because of swine flu.
There's probably more.
And that's ONLY in U.S.
Oh dear.

In Korea, people are losing their head.
Recently, a 7-year old boy, who is the only son of a Korean actor Lee Gwang-gi, died because of swine flu.
Before I thought that swine flu was only something little more than a normal cold.
But seeing this article..chills..
What worries me more is that my brother has swine flu now...
Worried...ㅠㅁㅠ

While I wasn't coming to school for few days, I watched 2 Korean movies.
One was called Hae-un-dae.
It was a disaster film.
A great Tsunami hit Busan(the 2nd largest city in Korea)'s coast.
...
Another one was about weight lifting.
It was mostly about trying new stuff in hard condition blah blah blah
I cried while watching both of them.
Only,
I cried as if my parents died in the first one.

Anyways..
After watching these movies, I noticed that people die to easily, but try not to die at all costs.
Patheic, but natural, I guess..
Aiya..how people just dies like blowing out a candle light...
Aiya...

Lethargic.......

Dear Via,

It's this heat surrounding me.
I know it.
It's this sudden change of heat that's melting me around.
I know it.

I'm usually a kind of a person who prefers cold weather rather than hot weather.
Of course, the best is the middle weather.
A sun-less+cloudy+a little bit of cool wind = A perfect weather for Sally

I don't like the sun.
It's too bright and hot, so it makes me drowsy.
Just like nowadays.
I don't like the sky covered in dark,dark clouds, either.
It's too dark, which makes it very difficult for me to see anything.
Aiya............

Oh.
I'm off the track.

Anyways, what I wanted to complain was:
1.I'm drowsy.
2.It's all because the melting weather.
3.Why is it so difficult to keep my eyes open during classtime?
4.>Respond to 3.< It was difficult to keep my eyes open even before. It's just me, I guess.
5.I now have 14 mosquito bites all over my body. Maybe this is why I'm really distracted right now. Mosquitos are one of my worst enemies.
6.Why do I feel sleepy even though it's only about 9:20 something.
7.I feel as if I have alot of things on my agenda when I actualy don't if I check it. I'm nervous.;;
8.Noooooooo------- it's weekend------/(ㅠㅁㅠ)/
9.Sleepy. So I might have to stop writing.
10.I'm a bit annoyed about writing diaries.I'm thinking about writing posts related to Korean culture or my hobbies.

...night.

Thanks to this site for the picture^^

I don't know what to do

Dear Via,

I personally think human is a complicated being, and I think most people would agree with me.
We tend to think that what we can not prove does not exist.
I used to be like that.
Now I don't.
The problem is, now since I started to think everything is possible, EVERYTHING seems possible.
It exists, but it's just not happening to me.

To put this aside as only a simple day-dreaming of a 15-year old girl, it is haunting me too much.

All these (what most people would call)crazy imagination keeps on popping up in my head, and I gets my hopes up on something that other people would say 'impossible'.

What if there really is people with supernatural powers?
What if there actually is after life?
What if there aren't only one God?
We can't be so sure that the Bible is 100% correct-although some of the principles they mention is quite touching.
What if?
What if...

And off till eternity.
This sort of thinking does not only follow me when I'm awake.
At night, in my dream, all the questios and imaginations(if they really are imaginations)I had, comes into life.
I can't sleep, because I have too much stuff inside my head.
I can think, and actually hear my thoughts as we do when we are wide awake, while sleeping.
It's like having several eyes and only half of them sleeping at one time.

It's stressing me.
The problem is that I can't get back to life.
The major problems are this:
1. I can't focus during class.
- I either loose focus, or get too sleepy to stay conscious.
2. I become mentaly tired.
- This is due to lack of dreamless sleep.It also somewhat leads to number one.
3. Losing the will to do anything.
- I feel like a pudding =ㅁ=
4. I become easily irritated
- My mom scolded me 5 seconds before

and many more.

I don't know what to do....T^T

SAVE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thanks to this site for the picture