Sunday, March 21, 2010

My future

deciding on the future life course is always a difficult thing to do.
For me, the way I sshould go is pretty set up.
My first goal is to get in the E-Hwa Woman's University When I go back to Korea.
And then I want to be a elementary or a middle school teacher.
I don't want to marry but live alone, spend my life teaching.
It's not that I'm crazy for teaching or anything, but I think it's the most stable job I can think of.
The end.
Well, that's all I want to think about right now, and I really don't want to think about the details.


>>I think my mom is trying to torture me with all the talking.
Sometimes, it is even surprising to see how much she talks, or how she can relate every topic with university.-_-;;
Very scary.
Fortunatly, dad's not THAT bad compared to mom.
My stress rate is a little bit lower because of him...

I hate weekends..

Sunday, March 7, 2010


Okay, I'm lost.
What should I do?

It's just like 3 years before, you know.
When I was in Korea.

I wasn't a bad student, actually.
I was more like a noramal student.
Really NORMAL.

One of the types that one doesn't notice much, average grade, few friends that I stick with every day, and many other normal stuff.

I don't remember exactly, but I know I have felt this kind of feeling before.
NOT a good feeling.
A feeling as if as though I will ruin everything and I know that, but I can't control it.

Oh well.