Lost?

Okay, I'm lost.
What should I do?

It's just like 3 years before, you know.
When I was in Korea.

I wasn't a bad student, actually.
I was more like a noramal student.
Really NORMAL.

One of the types that one doesn't notice much, average grade, few friends that I stick with every day, and many other normal stuff.

I don't remember exactly, but I know I have felt this kind of feeling before.
NOT a good feeling.
A feeling as if as though I will ruin everything and I know that, but I can't control it.

Oh well.